@susiesteele13 You're welcome. I understand. I was the same way but for different reasons. It's normal to have back and forth feelings. There will always be what ifs in our motherhood journey and that's ok. But the love you will share with your new baby will be altogether different, awesome and amazing. You don't think so now but you'll love them even more than you can imagine and in their own special way. I don't think it's possible to love two people the same way but you will love them fairly and same while different if that makes sense. Take the time at the hospital to enjoy the new baby even though it means being away from your big girl. Have someone bring her up asap after baby is born and make a big deal of it being her baby. She will never remember not having her brother. That's a benefit of having them close together. Mine are 2yrs 3 mths. Big sister held baby with help and got to kiss on her within an hour of her being born. I think that hands on approach really helped. So far we have not had a single moment of jealousy. Praying you have a similar easy start. Hugs mama!!! I'm here if you'd like to talk ever!

@xryztalroze 💖💖 I'm glad I'm not the only one who has felt this way . I have felt like I was going crazy worrying about it. They will be 19 months apart almost to the day. I plan on my husband going and getting her as soon as possible once he's born

@susiesteele13 Def. not alone!!! I'm feeling like this all over again at the thought of going back to work in May after baby's 1st birthday. It means daycare during the day and home with Daddy and sister at night with me gone for days on end. Have only been away from the baby a couple of hours since she was born. I don't know if I can actually do it. And then when I think of having a third baby, oh boy!!! The desire for baby 3 is great!!!! But the guilt of my baby no longer being my baby and my big one having to share me with yet another baby.... Well you get the drift. Normal feelings. I think for those who have these feelings it really helps us to be more in tune with our babies and instincts. Your daughter will do great. She is so little that even if she has a difficult time adjusting in the beginning she will soon forget what it was like to be alone with you and as they grew up the bond will be ridiculously close!!!