This is the first Christmas in 3 years I’m not pregnant or have a newborn. For some reason I’m…

This is the first Christmas in 3 years I’m not pregnant or have a newborn. For some reason I’m feeling kinda down. 2015 my first son was born today (12/22) he’s 3 today. 2016 I was pregnant but had a miscarriage in January. 2017 I was 9 months pregnant at Christmas and had my second son in January. This Christmas I’m just feeling kinda off 🤷‍♀️😞