Uk what still freaks me out is that I am pregnant. Not that I wouldn’t love my baby just that it’s…

Uk what still freaks me out is that I am pregnant. Not that I wouldn’t love my baby just that it’s actually happening. idk. But please don’t pick me a part for saying that. It’s just a different feeling but ik what’s even weirder about the situation is I don’t feel pregnant. Like they said after my surgery that when I did get pregnant again that I wouldn’t b as sensitive to pregnancy like I was the first two times