I’ve never really been one for major New Years resolutions. But this time it’s happening. I’m…

I’ve never really been one for major New Years resolutions. But this time it’s happening. I’m starting new. Completely new slate. I’ve already deleted all social media. (Except this, cause you all are strangers. Lol.) Recent events have caused the need for me to cut myself off from the world in many ways. I’m legally changing my name in a couple months, I’m really throwing myself into my school and some other stuff. I wanna make something of myself. 2019 will be my year. I’ll make damn sure of it. I won’t bow down. Honestly wish I could do a whole new hair color too. Make it all official. 😂😂

Life has really beat me down. My depression has been out of control in the last few months. But somehow I have to keep going. I have to make it just so I can say that I did, despite all the hell I’ve been through. All that has been done to me and is still being done to me.