So fucking over life. I swear. Im done. I would fucking kill to check myself in to a fucking psych ward right now.

what the fuck is this? am I over reacting?
I'm back where I was four years ago feeling MORE suicidal than ever!!! my whole fucking life is falling apart. people were right I fucked up my entire life. I can't trust anyone I can't do this. I need to go.
I had a dream I took a pregnancy test and it came out positive , what the fuck ? Does this has a meaning ? 😩
If I have to take out my belly ring I am NOT getting it done again fuck that LMAO.