I'm so ready for this month to be over with already last Sunday I had a miscarriage and this the…

I'm so ready for this month to be over with already last Sunday I had a miscarriage and this the most painful thing ive ever experienced and I had a c section with all 3 of my kids and the pain doesn't equal up to this feels like im being stabbed in my ovaries over and over. On top of that yesterday was my son 4th birthday I was in so much pain my sister's surprised me and threw him a party because I couldn't