Okay so My boyfriend almost perfect we argue like any other couple of course. He has and amazing job is a great father; treats my oldest like his own. gets me anything I want within reason* but he’s all about making money making sure we have money for everything. Our daughter turns 1 this month and he wants me to get a job (which is fine I want a job) but I am severely shy, antisocial, and terrified to even try a job because I feel like I’m automatically going to fail, and who’s even going to hire me? I’ve had two previous jobs so it’s not like I’ve never had one. Also I’ve been in college twice (dropout) I’m just really lost because I have no faith in myself. I really am only good at two things painting and being a mom. Yea I’ve heard it before sell your art, but I don’t have the drive and depression gets in the way. I’m lost. 😭