Been very upset lately with Christmas here in a few weeks I miss my son more than anything. My…

Been very upset lately with Christmas here in a few weeks I miss my son more than anything. My daughter see me upset she loves on me and ask me if I am okay. Plus my husband mom is calling me a bad mother this last two days when I am sick and I am up with my daughter day and night caring for her. While my husband is asleep all day for work every day. He works 6 days a week and the day he is wants to play videos games all day while I am busy with our daughter. I am just tired of everything like that!!!!😞😢😢😢