Uk everything Happens a reason. so i wonder what is mine? like is there some higher being that wants…

Uk everything Happens a reason. so i wonder what is mine? like is there some higher being that wants me to be a mom? I mean am I even ready? I mean of coarse I’m gonna be the best mom I can be and love my baby. And have my baby back no matter what. But this is my first kid. Idk I’m just thinking out loud.