So with my daughter it was so hard to breast feed. I was so overwhelmed..and didn’t help that Kayla…

So with my daughter it was so hard to breast feed. I was so overwhelmed..and didn’t help that Kayla wouldn’t latch on or that my MIL would constantly push me to breast feed and literally push my nipple into the baby’s mouth making me super stressed and uncomfortable.. and god forbid I ever used my pump.. she would get so upset and say that’s why I have no milk, I had to also use formula just to make sure she had enough.. and after 4 months it was just formula for her.. well this time around I told her to leave me be and let me do things my way.. let me be a mom and figure it out.. yea my son also has trouble latching but I take my time until he does.. he started to cluster feed the first week.. and because of that my milk supply is strong.. that even after a hour of feeding sometimes two hours I still have to pump ... and actually have bags full in the freezer.. finally feeling proud!! Taking more control and not letting anyone tell me what to do or how to take care of my kids 👩‍👧‍👦