For those that have miscarried, but have gotten pregnant with their rainbow baby after... did you ever have thoughts about the baby you were carrying not having a heartbeat anymore in between doctors visits, or think about any little thing you did would hurt your baby or cause you to miscarry again? Is this just me? Do I need counseling? My miscarriage last year has me living in complete fear with this pregnancy, and my faith is has taken a hit and is nowhere what it used to be. 💔