Ugh for tbe last week ryder has been in a pissy mood. I get he works all the time. But at least he…

Ugh for tbe last week ryder has been in a pissy mood. I get he works all the time. But at least he gets sleep. I get no more than 2 hours a day if that. I take care of a newborn and a puppy all day and night. It may be hard on him but its hard on me too. I can't stand up to do something without bleeding out of my pad. Or without hurting. And i mean he helps when he is awake but that is like 5 hours out of the entire day. He acts like i shouldn't be hurting or bleeding anymore and its an inconvenience when the baby is crying and i have to run to the bathroom because i have blood running down my leg. I just wish he understood what women go through after having a baby. I try to understand that he is tired from work. I tell him to go sleep when i know he is tired even though I'm basically delirious from no sleep. And I'm in no way saying he is a bad dad. He is incredible with Oliver. Its obvious he loves him more than anything. I love that about him.