Went for nst again today.. doctor didn’t like the results so now on my way to L&D to do a 2 hr one..…

Went for nst again today.. doctor didn’t like the results so now on my way to L&D to do a 2 hr one.. if he still doesn’t like how baby boys heart rate looks will have c section tonight.. am scared and am stressing myself out cause baby’s area still not done all the cleaning I was doing is not finished and had to rush pack my hospital bag.. but stopping to take a breath n remain calm hopefully everything is okay and I get to come home..