Went to the hospital yesterday because I thought I was bleeding. *I had a miscarriage before so when I'm pregnant sometimes I wonder if I really see things or if it's just my mind playing tricks with me out if fear of another miscarriage* Monday my HCG was 506 yesterday it was either 2000 or 2500 (the doctor wasnt sure she didn't have the chart on hand and I forgot to get the exact numbers). The ultrasound showed the sac and embryo but there wasnt a fetal pole yet which meant I'm earlier then I thought. They did a pap smear and said I was not bleeding and my cervix was closed which was a good sign cause an opening cervix is a sign of miscarriage. I'm now bleeding a bright pink/ it kinda looks orange. I want to believe im now bleeding from the ultrasound (she was really rough) and the pap smear but I know/ keep thinking I'm now miscarrying. 😭