I have been pregnant back to back since 2012. My child born in 2013, my second child born in 2015,…

I have been pregnant back to back since 2012. My child born in 2013, my second child born in 2015, and my last baby was born in 2017. Their dad is no longer around,m (incarnated) I have a boyfriend, met end of March 2018. He met my kids, at first he was fine. Now it’s like can’t tolerate them. Yes they are loud, the wake up early as hell, but that was a routine for 2 years. Now that I lost my job I feel like he can’t tolerate the girls, he doesn’t love me anymore, and I feel like he wants to leave.

Like I previously said in the beginning, I been pregnant year after year. If we were to have a baby, I don’t think he would be able to handle it. If he can’t handle or tolerate 3 small who sit in the house all day; who is used to a routine. What makes him or myself think he could handle a new born.