Today was a good day. Today is kaelins bday and she had a pageant. She came in 3rd but the next pageant will b big leagues. Lol. It felt really good to be around all the kids. Even tho my youngest 2 was trying my patience. Plus I met his dad and stepmom. I was really excited to finally meet his dad. Then we took the bday girl out to eat and she likes Cracker Barrel. Why? I have no clue. But hey it’s what she wanted. 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ of course my thoughts n emotions ran through my mind. But I can say I’m trying.