1dpo ! Wish me luck 😩🙏🏻

Just found out my sister is pregnant with her second & im so happy for her but it opens some wounds too. Last time she was pregnant I was as well, she was 14 weeks and I was 10 weeks along when I suffered my horrific MC in 2016... I’m really hoping this is the month 💕 although it’s possible it won’t due to my fiancé’s low mobility. A little back story, since my son I’ve suffered 4 MC’s and it’s been determined that I have a hard time keeping in the womb now. And have high risk of a special needs child if I do go to term now as well. ☹️ but I’m so hopeful though! Positive positive positive.