getting closer and closer to my due date and it’s looking like i’m gonna be doing this on my own for…

getting closer and closer to my due date and it’s looking like i’m gonna be doing this on my own for the next few months 😞 bd still isn’t out & doesn’t look like he will anytime soon either. it’s making me really sad bc I was praying he’d be there during my labor and delivery but he most likely won’t 💔