At this point I feel like having this baby would be easier to do on my own. I’m no where near ready and that stresses me out. With my son, I had everything for his room shortly after finding out at 18 weeks. This time, nothing. I try to send things to my boyfriend, and he complains. He’s upset with the clothes I’ve gotten for the baby. I’m getting to the point I’m more stressed than excited. I wanted to go to this baby event In the next town over. We apparently were to busy to make. We have been sitting at home all day, haven’t done one thing. Down to 18 days. Frustrated and ready to pack my bags and leave.