I wish me and him and my kids can just move far away. I want us to be happy with each other and…

I wish me and him and my kids can just move far away. I want us to be happy with each other and actually get married. I really like him. He is my baby. Frfr. He makes me smile all the time. I've never felt this way before about anyone besides my kids father but he did me wrong for years . It's time for me to be happy . I'm not getting no younger . Me and him will be a whole package team. Sometimes I think I love him but I don't want to say that if I don't mean it. He tells me all the time that he loves me.....