I went to YouTube and started watching these videos with single moms just trying to see how they handle everything because considering my situation I’m basically a single mom and the shit is not easy especially having 3 little ones and on top of that I’ve been EXTREMELY hard on myself including judging myself and I don’t talk about my husband to most people because I’m ashamed of the situation to be completely honest, hopefully I’ll get over being ashamed and own what’s going on in my life that’s my goal, but watching these videos all I can do I cry. It’s safe to say that I am EXTREMELY overwhelmed right now and just pray that I get leveled out again soon