Started my insulin yesterday.. luckily my insurance covered the pen as to my huge fear of needles…

Started my insulin yesterday.. luckily my insurance covered the pen as to my huge fear of needles and panic attacks from them.. how ever I am terrified to sick myself with it so my fiancé does.. it doesn’t hurt but just the thought of him doing it send me into having panic attacks.. 6 weeks left till my due date... and that means 6 weeks of freaking out 😔..