I really need to vent. This whole 15 weeks of being pregnant has been exhausting. From the beginning being nauseous 24/7…
I really need to vent. This whole 15 weeks of being pregnant has been exhausting. From the beginning being nauseous 24/7 to now I can’t even get comfortable enough to go to sleep. My anxiety is worse than it has ever been because I’m so afraid of having another miscarriage and twins and so high risk. For some reason it doesn’t matter how much the doctors tell me they’re doing fine, or the ultrasounds every two weeks, it’s just not enough. I literally wake up every 20-30 minutes to make sure I’m ok. Then on top of everything being on “bedrest” isn’t helping at all. I really hate to complain considering there are so many woman out here who would die to be in my position and be blessed with twins but I just feel like I’m in the way. My bf says it’s not a problem that I’m not working right now because it’s for the kids but I feel like I’m not helping with anything. I’m home all day long and half the time I don’t even have the energy to clean the house. I’m so tired 😢
Jaz·
I suffered from anxiety so bad and I only had one baby at a time, so I can only imagine what you're going through. I know that is much easier said than done, but for your own sanity you have to try. Have you considered buying a doppler so that you can listen to the heartbeats at home? It might help ease your anixety if at night before bed you get to hear your babies? Dnt feel like you are in the way! Some things are just out of your control and you being able to work is just one of those things right now. Hang in there girl ❤