💙One month and almost one week.💙 It’s been really really hard ...being ill and going back to the…

💙One month and almost one week.💙

It’s been really really hard ...being ill and going back to the hospital. Then my boyfriend and baby being ill with high temperature 🤒 then little fights, little cry. Being alone with baby. 👩‍👦Trying to get used to wake up at nights with one eye open feeding baby and then trying to change nappy in dark not to lose sleep..get pee or poo everywhere.😴😷

Changing from breastfeeding to bottles 🙊

So many times I’ve been close to tears but then.. I just look at him, my 6kg heavy treasure 😍😂 and I’m fine💙 now everything feels easier..we can change nappy in less than one minute 😁

There is still moments when I can’t believe that I’m mum😳 *like on the last Saturday when I told my friend in club that I need to finish this night at 10pm 🙊😂😂😂 my body can’t do clubbing and alcohol anymore 😂 and then coming home to see my baby sleeping with his daddy 😍

I just wish that I wasn’t feeling that lonely when my boyfriend works and Baby sleeps😫 that’s why I’m back on here. Probably I’m gonna delete my posts after some time when they are posted because of the last time having a lot of fake profiles on here ( don’t know how it’s now) but just to be sure😴

So Hello again ☺️👋🏼