Never have I wanted this so badly I'm to the point to where I'm talking to my belly not knowing 100…

Never have I wanted this so badly I'm to the point to where I'm talking to my belly not knowing 100 percent if your in my belly or not all I want is for you to hear me and be there I'm so scared to find that you aren't there I feel like your there but have had so many negatives months ago and now we enter this month and things change I start to get hope get excited when I see those two lines but I don't wanna get these hopes up of mine it's so hard for me to believe it I just want it to be true just deadly scared to see the doctor all I want is you to be there for me and your daddy all he wants is you and all I want is you ❤️ can you lady's keep me in your prayers we want our sweet boy fingers crossed