**Rant**

My husband seems to think that I would be in the mood to do things for him 😉😉 even now at 5 weeks pp. I am very self conscious at the moment still. And I’m still slightly in pain. I don’t sleep great because of the baby not sleeping great. Yet he has the audacity to make me feel even more like crap because I’m not doing those “fun” things for him. I also have other things on my mind like why my incision is still pen slightly and oozing mildly, and my oldest kids trip to outdoor school, and money, and ...... the list goes on. Wish he would understand that while yes I have needs to there are other people who need me first before myself and then I have to care for myself before I can make him happy too. Ugh just wish men had a clue about what we go through with pregnancy and birth and newborns.