Sorry I’m about to vent🤦🏻 ♀ :

Sorry I’m about to vent🤦🏻‍♀️:

I’ll never understand how deeply conceited and vulnerable some get.

I know that sounds rude, but I’m not sure I’m talking about anyone specific.

Protecting yourself through calling out someone else mistakes to mask your own.

I get it. I do.

I understand we all get lonely, pushed over and hurt or neglected, talked behind our backs. We all go through those teenage and even into adult years where it feels like even our closest friends don’t like us anymore but lashing out to gain power through drama only lasts five minutes, or that hour of arguments back and forth.

What are you gaining? Because it sure isn’t true friends or real empathy. Just more pain.

I just feel bad. Like I’m alone in being rational here.

Not only am I hurt that I can’t feel empowered by my peers and fellow mothers/ women but that it’s somehow easier for us to throw each other under the bus as if men don’t do that enough.

It just sucks that some how drama is a go-to when I just don’t feel good about entertaining it at all.

All I feel like saying is “grow up” but then I’d have to think about all the kids out there with moms who would rather spend time on a phone arguing with a stranger then playing the same old go-fish with their 5 year old. ♥️

This is my only social media, life is beyond hard without being connected but I’m making do. Somehow being alone brings me back to my childhood.

I just don’t know how much longer I can take on this app.

I think after this kiddo arrives, I’m gunna delete it and focus on my kid.

I wish all of you luck though. I know you only care so much for those tiny lives we work hard to create.

I had my own expectations coming in though and I think that’s what ruined it.

I just wanted to share in that same wonderful moment with those moms who shared a like mind to raising their kids happy and healthy.

Not all the same drama Twitter, Facebook and Snapchat had to offer. Just moms, with goofy kid stories, sharing recipes and late night wine talks.

So far, I only found one and even she doesn’t spend much time on here and I don’t blame her.

😪

It only wastes time in stagnant worry where in I could be planning for my kid instead.

You gotta do you. 🖖