In the future I do want another child, but I’m scared that I’m going to feel guilty bc I feel like I owe my son soooo much. His father & I have struggled so much to where we still can’t give him a lot for right now. So once we get back on our feet(soon) I would feel guilty that I didn’t do a good job as parent with Elijah compared with the new addition...

I hope that makes sense lol. Idk I’ve been thinking about this for a long time. I just want my son to grow up knowing that I’m doing greater things for him.