39+6 and I'm feeling pretty hopeless at this point. Been losing mucus plug since 36 weeks started…

39+6 and I'm feeling pretty hopeless at this point. Been losing mucus plug since 36 weeks started losing bloody show 2 days ago painful braxton hicks all day everyday but nothing consistent I now have a haemorrhoid  and my knees are hurting from the weight not to mention the worst back pain I've been walking and eating spicy foods pumping nothing is working I guess I should just give up and accept the fact that she'll be in there the rest of my life 😭😂😂