Trigger warning
Rape/Sex/porn
This is pretty personal so why not confide in a bunch of strangers 😆
I don’t want pity I want real answers and advice.
Backstory
Long story short
I was forcefed alcohol until I could barely move and very violently raped on my 16th birthday.
Sex has been something I kind of dread and just get through since then.
Now
10 years and 4 children later I’m in a relationship with a great man. I love him so much. We’ve been together for almost 8 years.
I found out not long ago he looks at/watches porn.
I don’t like it at all but to top it off he like the young looking girls and it makes me feel sick to my stomach because of what I went through.
What can I say to make him understand?
And how am I suppose to not hate sex?
I really want to enjoy it!!!