Sorry so long but need to rant.....Not sure how I’m feeling tonight. My husband announced that when our son was a baby he used to take naps in our bed with him when I wasn’t home. I know that sounds normal but I am very against the babies sleeping in our bed with us when they are only a few months old.. anxiety reasons. I have horrible anxiety about something happening that could be super preventable. This means falling down stairs and other random things... anyways, I told him I was pissed that he did that when I was so adamantly against it and he knew it. He didn’t care. Now I wonder what else has he done behind my back that I don’t know about. I thought we were on the same page on everything and now I know he does shit behind my back that I don’t agree with or like. I’ve already been questioning so much about us and this doesn’t help at all! I really don’t want to go back to work in a month and leave the kids home with him now cause I will be freaking out about what’s going on. I should also mention that he spends more time on his phone than watching the kids.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...


Enjoying some fun in the sun ☀️
Don’t come for me about him not wearing a life jacket. I don’t want to hear it. He was fine 🙄
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer.
My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk out...
Question. I just left my husband for cheating and now hes been harassing me. Hes threatening to come get our son. I dont care if he sees his son but I'm not comfortable with him leaving with him bc hes never taken care of him a day In his life and he might use him against me. Am I wrong for feeling this way??
It’s no problem when my money is covering my husbands part of the bills but god forbid when it’s time for him to pay me back no only does he give me a little at a time when I wasn’t paying bills little at a time but he always try to play this guilt card talking about I got no money well I don’t got money either when I have to pay ur portion I don’t feel bad