It’s day 4 of recovery, I had an emotional rollercoaster so far and just having my family so far away has been difficult for me to support myself with the tears all I have is youu everyday, every night. Iv got an interview and I’m trying so hard to make our life better. But this tumor has had a great impact in our life and I had to put u through this to take that all away. The struggle and stress that has costed me a lot of effort just to bring u to one of the best hospitals just to feel that u will b safe . God will make our ways possible and stronger this time. This mass has been pushing ur heart since u were inside of me And seeing many babies go thru things like breaks my heart. Plan A was supposed to be easier and quicker but since the tumor had grown twice bigger the incision was bigger . But thankfully w faith, ur recovery has been great and my baby’s already trying to climb out of the crib, playing,eating solids, smiling,& gooing is the best news . I just can’t wait to take u he and hold u in my arms seems days on end that I haven’t held you ♥️ but I’ve been by ur side, for when u need me, today hopefully they’ll take your tube out your chest ♥️