I'm feeling really sad and angry... when I was 6years old I got adopted by a family and when I was 12 he and his 15year old son fingered me and his son had sex with me. :*( As I grew up I could figure out what exactly happened and how to explain it.. But even though I was scared I told my family and they all turned there backs on me, two of the family members even caut his son doing it to me and they turned a blind eye. I was hurt,scared, confused, and all alone. When I turned 20 and had a place to go I left. They all send me mail blaming me, asking why I didnt yell for help... saying i ran away, and they make me feel like shit even though they were there parents and i was a child!!! I wish somone would have given me the courage to get a rape kit done so that they all knew I wasnt lying. Now that I'm about to have a baby girl of my own I'm terrified and scared for her.. of course none of that family will be in her life but there are still many people out there like that. Anyone else experienced this? Even though they didnt believe me wasn't it there job as parents to protect there kids and get me tested to see it for themselves?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
AF due 29th, anyone else?
Hi all AF is due 29th Sept for me feels like forever away. Has anyone tested yet or when do you plan on testing x
so babies dad and I arent together. His family is throwing him a baby shower. my question is even though they didnt invite me to it should I invite his family to mine??
It's my turn ladies!
Finally, after nearly FORTY-TWO weeks... I decided to get induced. Baby Violet scared me with some decreased fetal movement and I couldn't wait any longer.
I Just Got The WORST Anxiety Thinking About Who All Is Gonna Be At The Hospital When My Son Is Born ..... I Hope They Won't Stay Long . Hi & Bye , Ya Know ? I Hate Feeling Crowded . I'm Scared I'm Gonna Freak Out . I Already Wanna Be Left Alone & It Hasn't Even Happened Yet 🙄😫😔