A friend on here helped me start watching birthing videos on YouTube and I thought they'd make me…

Yesss 🙌

I'm not the only one hooked now 😂

@hah890 girl somehow they are addictive!! I feel more prepared for the real thing cause God before my anxiety was threw the roof thinking about getting this baby out!

@kendrab, Lol that's exactly how I was! Now I feel like I'm prepared for anything that comes my way. Well as prepared as I can be at least 🤣

@carliejo13 I use to literally cry even reading about labor, whether it was the stages, natural ways to relieve pain, pain medication options like I'd be balling from a panic attack reading them 😂 so watching videos was a HUGE step for me! Honestly it's never a bad time to start watching them, I thought I'd sit here balling watching them having panic attacks but most of them were so informative and actually relaxed me watching them, not that I'm not nervous to give birth still cause you know who isnt lol but definitely took away alot of my anxiety over it! I'd def recommend doing it when you're comfortable enough. I was an absolute wreck thinking about getting this baby out of me and now I actually have some confidence lol

@carliejo13 reading before hand I think helped me alot but I'm with you I'd love love love an unmedicated labor and I'm good with pain but um I've never been in labor so idk how I will deal with that I'll give it my best go but i won't be disappointed if I'm not progressing like I'd like and go for an epidural. I'm terrified of medicine and numb feelings though so its like ugh 😭😓 everytime someone tries to tell me their horrible birth experiences or someone else's I cut them off not to be a bitch and I know anything can happen but no reason to stress myself over their negative experiences.. if my experience sucks then I'll deal with it when the times here lol

@carliejo13 nooo my mother's first birth experience was terrible sounding.. she had an emergency c section like no other I've heard of and we wont get into details but let me just say that was the only bad experience I needed to hear about anything lmao thankfully her other 2 were quick and natural so gives me hope lmao

@carliejo13 prayers for us!! I'll take anything for a healthy baby at the end but praying labor doesnt kill me 😂 and really praying I don't need a c section cause whether painted or not they sound horrifying lol