At first I loved the cozy feeling I got in our older home, but since I've had the baby I've been hating it. Just thinking of all the things that will eventually need to be done to get it in a condition I'm happy with. My parents live in a brand new house and I guess picking our first up from there on Friday made me so jealous. Everything was so clean and bright. Our house is clean, but even when it's clean it still doesn't have that bright feeling because it's so old. I forget my parents didn't start off where they are now and I should be grateful just to have a place to live. Also forgot the emotions still run high for a little while after pregnancy haha 😂 I hate this, let me go back to be my emotionless prepregnancy self.