I have dark secrets from my past that no one knows. Most know that I was a heroine addict for 7 years but no one knows…

I have dark secrets from my past that no one knows. Most know that I was a heroine addict for 7 years but no one knows the details. I keep them to myself. I wake up drenched in sweat reliving those years in nightmares. Maybe if I shared one of these memories, the burden will become lighter. My most frequent nightmare is the one where my boyfriend OD's. This is what really happened. We were in a restaurant parking lot & I kept slapping him, screaming for him to wake up. He was turning purple. People over heard and called 911. The cops and ambulance show up. A preacher that happen to witness the scene stood there and whispered prayers in his ear while he unconsciously gasped for air. The paramedics put him in the ambulance while the police harassed me. I didn't know if he was alive. The police were calling me a "stupid junkie". The ambulance sped off as I continue to be interrogated. I just wanted to know if my bf was alive. They let me go. I sped to the hospital. He was okay. He had made it this time. I sat in the parking lot and did the rest of the drugs before I went in to see him.

>>I've been clean for 3 years now<<

Are there any other recovering addicts on here?