Girl I understand. I was in your position over a year ago and it was really hard at first. I had to give it time to fully forgive and move forward now we are stronger than ever! If you think it’s worth it you can work through it🖤
At least you have love enough to give a 2nd chance. And to see how things will work out. (Forgive me if being positive is not what you want to hear at the moment). Just in a F! Relationship myself. I like to others that believe in love and willing to fight. Stay strong and make sure you are doing this for the two of you and not the kids. Cause your happiness is important also.