Feeling really down right now. I'm nearing the end of my first pregnancy and there are so many things that keep happening to stress me out. None of them are related to the pregnancy. But I feel like I don't deserve all this when I'm already hormonal and emotional. Everyone thinks I'm better than I am. That I'm not sad or upset because I never say anything and I don't show my feelings. But the truth is I'm having a hard time but I'm trying not to stress too much because I don't want it affecting my baby. I just keep thinking "why me?" But then I think about the beautiful little girl I'll be having in a few weeks. I have to do everything I can to be a good mom for her.