I don’t have anyone to talk to.. my mom is a drunk, my sister and I haven’t spoke in like almost…

I don’t have anyone to talk to.. my mom is a drunk, my sister and I haven’t spoke in like almost 3yrs. I just reunited with my dad who I haven’t talked to in like 4yrs I gave him my number last month he don’t ever use it.. my cousin/sister still haven’t called me it’s going on almost 5 months now.. I’m kinda sad I really don’t have anyone to talk to..