Just woke from a nightmare. Had a dream Me my son and brother was shopping in walmart.. I thought my…

Just woke from a nightmare. Had a dream Me my son and brother was shopping in walmart.. I thought my brother had my son while I went over on another aisle. I asked where's Z. He's like right here and he was nowhere to be found. Went looking everywhere for him and couldn't find him. I was so heartbroken. A mothers worst fear.. A freaking nightmare. I woke up and made sure he was beside me and breathing. It's just a dream but I can't go back to sleep ugh lol. I hate dreams like this. I stayed up until 4am just thinking about stuff, about life, worrying myself, Pretty sure that's what got me having a nightmare in the first place. 😞 I'm exhausted but refuse to go back to Sleep and dream that mess again.