I've been getting so depressed with the way my body looks 😞 not my baby belly but everything that…
I've been getting so depressed with the way my body looks 😞 not my baby belly but everything that comes with it.. the veins especially.. the fat all over the body and not just the belly.. the spider veins.. I dont have varicose veins.. yet.. thank the lord.. the bigger feet.. my hair feels more dry.. the acne on my face and chest.. the circles under my eyes have been soo dark.. I feel like I grow hair faster then I can shave it.. if I could atleast at the very least get rid of this acne.. I have never had acne this bad in my entire life.. and nothing is working.. ughhh... I love my baby girl and my pregnant belly is absolutely gorgeous but the rest of my body looks like a train wreck and I've always been bad with self esteem and its literally to the point I put my body mirrors in the closet because it's just been making me depressed 😒😞 I cant wear any cover up cause even washing it off right after a day out you can tell that it breaks me out more for days.. uggghhh... it's so tough to watch my body change the way it is... I know at the end of this tunnel I get the best thing in the world, my baby girl, and I try to keep it in mind everytime I'm upset over the way I look but it only helps so much until i break down again about it.. thank God hubs is so supportive over everything because God do I fish for his compliments because ive run out of compliments for myself 😞
Kendra·
@boosienana prayers momma.. just need to remember how gorgeous we are without looking at all the flaws somehow
A·
Мама сына (2 года), беременна (36 нед.)
I hear ya! It's really tough! I struggle with this throughout pregnancy but also postpartum as well. Postpartum is much worse for me though. It took me a year + postpartum to be even partially comfortable with my new body. But you're right, the babies make it so worth it in the end!
Kendra·
@aengs2 with how I feel now I'm really nervous for post partum): I hope I can make it threw it without alot of depression): I can definitely see how that would be a harder thing to go threw
A·
Мама сына (2 года), беременна (36 нед.)
@kendrab, It's allllll hard girl! So many changes and emotions throughout the entire pregnancy and postpartum journey. Just make sure you find a way to express yourself through all the steps in the journey. Bottling things up only makes things worse. One day at a time!
Kendra·
@aengs2 true that hun thank you! I know I'll make it threw it okay like you said one day at a time.. most days I look at the changes and I'm like girl you're gorgeous this body is creating the most beautiful gift in he world but sometimes it does dim my mood like tonight..just need to take a deep breath and get back up tomorrow morning.. plan on spending tomorrow pampering myself just cause the last week I've been feeling eh and it's been a long time since I have spent time on just myself.. hopefully that'll turn this mood around for a little bit!
A·
Мама сына (2 года), беременна (36 нед.)
@kendrab, Enjoy your day! Feel better soon!