I'm honestly so upset that my mom can't even grow up and apologize to me for not coming to my sons funeral everytime I bring it up she tries to justify it by saying " it's because you showed his family what I said" because she texted me a bunch of rude things about my SO and his family just a couple days after his death as always making everything about her. When my sister tried to convince her to go she refused and told her quote "I'm on my period and I'm not feeling up to it." when I texted her begging her to please come for Noah she said "No thanks I'll let other people run the show this time". And now a year later still hasn't apologized and legitimately blames me for her not going. I am convinced my mother is evil and was trying to punish me in some sick way by not going.