I feel so hurt and lost inside. The feelings don’t go away. I just smile like everything is good. But deep down I’m…

Be proud of yourself. Know you are tougher than you’ll ever give yourself credit for.

Life is hard but if it were easy it would never be worth it.

It’s okay to reach out too, ya know?

Even if just admitting you’re not okay.

Your doctor will understand most importantly and will help you keep that baby healthy and safe.

You don’t have to do this alone and you aren’t. ♥️

I feel the same way what I do I write everything in my journal and sometimes I vent just to get it out .

@kmsespy, @cake1219, thank you ladies so much your words truly means a lot. I try writing it down but as I look back at what I write down the line just seems like I’m always depressed. Like I have more sad days then happy days but I b thinking too myself I’m happy. Ik I’m not alone but it sure feels like it most of the time. It’s like my mind is asking a question that I can not ever get answered. But I be having no clue what the question is. Just confusing and I be feeling like I’m going crazy.

@macismommie your welcome I wrote in my journal yesterday and I filled up at 7 pages. I just wrote beginning to end with how I met my bd the things I went through and the things leading up to now. As I reread it it gives me strength to keep moving forward and leaving him in the past. Self love is the best love..

I know I just gotta let go of the past. And start with a fresh slate. But it’s easier said then done. I speak into the atmosphere that I will let go of yesterday. But I just b lying to myself. Cause I still end up bringing up yesterday. I guess u can say a work in progress that I am just ready to move forward from. But something is pulling me back to keep me from doing so. Idk.