this past year been hell for me, but I made it through every STORM! I wanted to move this past June to another City/State, but my sister talked me out of it. So I decided to wait until next March, but then forgot I’ll have a child in K4. Sooo again I’ll be waiting until she’s out of school, but I’ll definitely be out here no later than June 2019. that’s my goal &plan.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I really don’t want to wait until 20 weeks to find out the gender of my babies. it’s giving me anxiety.
I honestly can't wait for the intense pain of contractions, to go in labor and have my husband by my side each step of the way, finally pushing our daughter out info the world just the thought just makes me so emotional and excited I CAN'T WAIT FOR SEPTEMBER ,