I hate being at work away from my baby boy.. I work night shift so I don’t get to sleep with him..…

I hate being at work away from my baby boy.. I work night shift so I don’t get to sleep with him.. and during the day I’m too tired to play with him. I feel like I’m failing him so bad. He used to be such a mommy’s boy and now I feel like he doesn’t see me the same way he used to😔my whole world and much more