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So I’ll just share this moment;

I had this ah-ha moment of “I’ve never known how to be content in my circumstances, I’m always looking at the next stage.” I feel like I missed my whole life wishing I was somewhere else, someone else, in a different position but not really working towards anything because I’m obsessively in my head. I want to really absorb this and sit with it and reflect on it because I don’t want to do that with my daughter. I don’t want to miss out on her because I’m somewhere else and I most certainly don’t want to teach her that train of thought.

What will my doctor do if I tell her I’m depressed and I can’t handle the pain anymore because I’m very uncomfortable at…

What will my doctor do if I tell her I’m depressed and I can’t handle the pain anymore because I’m very uncomfortable at this point and I don’t know how much longer I can be like this.

Will your Mom be in the delivery room?

Will your Mom be in the delivery room? My mom made it sound like she was gonna be in the delivery room when I give birth, and quite frankly, I would just like it to be me and my fiancé. It's our first, and I want to share that special moment with just him. I don't want to hurt her feelings, and I know this is something she would really like to be a part of. So I feel bad telling her no.

Who else giving birth in march cause I’m a little nervous I don’t want to do it alone

I talked to my sons parents. It didn’t go well. I’m gravely concerned for his health. I don’t know if it was because it…

I talked to my sons parents. It didn’t go well. I’m gravely concerned for his health. I don’t know if it was because it was me? Or they just didn’t want to hear it? Or if they really don’t think there’s a problem here. I’m so over these people and what they’ve done and are doing to my kid. They want him to come home today. So now I’m looking for flights. I hope they don’t expect that I’m buying this ticket. I will already be out $350 from the other ticket I bought him to fly home, I’m not about to spend another $350 when his original flight is on Wednesday all because I told them the truth about what I’m seeing.