
So I’ll just share this moment;
I had this ah-ha moment of “I’ve never known how to be content in my circumstances, I’m always looking at the next stage.” I feel like I missed my whole life wishing I was somewhere else, someone else, in a different position but not really working towards anything because I’m obsessively in my head. I want to really absorb this and sit with it and reflect on it because I don’t want to do that with my daughter. I don’t want to miss out on her because I’m somewhere else and I most certainly don’t want to teach her that train of thought.
What will my doctor do if I tell her I’m depressed and I can’t handle the pain anymore because I’m very uncomfortable at this point and I don’t know how much longer I can be like this.
Will your Mom be in the delivery room?
My mom made it sound like she was gonna be in the delivery room when I give birth, and quite frankly, I would just like it to be me and my fiancé. It's our first, and I want to share that special moment with just him. I don't want to hurt her feelings, and I know this is something she would really like to be a part of. So I feel bad telling her no.
Who else giving birth in march cause I’m a little nervous I don’t want to do it alone
I talked to my sons parents. It didn’t go well. I’m gravely concerned for his health. I don’t know if it was because it was me? Or they just didn’t want to hear it? Or if they really don’t think there’s a problem here. I’m so over these people and what they’ve done and are doing to my kid. They want him to come home today. So now I’m looking for flights. I hope they don’t expect that I’m buying this ticket. I will already be out $350 from the other ticket I bought him to fly home, I’m not abo...