My little girl had fever today so i got her to the ER since she is only 20days old.. they did a buch…

My little girl had fever today so i got her to the ER since she is only 20days old.. they did a buch of test. Blood, pee and even the liquid in her spine (the worst monebt of my mom life even tho they didnt let me be in the room while they did it i ciuld still hear her cry...💔) she is doing better tho but they wont let us go until they get the test result (in 48hrs) (i bursted into tears when i found out we had to stay that long) and till the fever goes away.. (so it still could be longer)

So i stayed to the hospital tonight and let my hubby sleep at home (only obe of us can be here during nightime) and i miss my big boy... its about the time he wakes up to come sleep in my bed (he does that every night) and he always looks at his sister and asks her if she okay and then he climbs in my ved pet my head, gives me a kiss and and say "love you mommy" before he goes back to sleep... i know he gonna be looking for us tonight, and i know he will probably cry and now i cant stop crying.. i worry for my girl and i miss my boy so much