Really hope i can atleast breastfeed through winter but im really having a rough time with it right…

Really hope i can atleast breastfeed through winter but im really having a rough time with it right now. I love the bond ive created with her but sometimes i wish she would let somebody else hold her without screamimg bloody murder. The older 3 kids are constantly screaming and running through the house which not only causes me to stress but wakes up the baby and i have to nurse her back to sleep which in turn makes it impossible to get anything done around the house. My fiance started 12s at work so hes gone from 3am to 530pm everyday and goes to bed at 730 and having the 2 hours to do things would be great except she screams unless its me holding her. I feel lile my supply is suffering severly from stress and even after putting her on both sides shes still very fussy and i end up giving her a bottle which is still breastmilk but still makes me feel like im failing. Eating and drinking is almost impossible which is probably another cause for my crappy supply. And to make matters worse we still havent found a place to live and im really not tryna move the 6 of us into my moms. I know well make it through this but life can stop throwing me curveballs anytime now.