@crharmer they have cameras throughout the room that I can view and I get daily write ups on food naps activities bowl movements etc. Its a really great daycare it's just crazy expensive and I hate being away from him when we have almost exclusively been together this whole time

I was a supply teacher and I worked around my husband's schedule. When I landed a full time contract my son started daycare at 18 months. It didn't really get much better until this year when he went from the toddler room to preschool room.
It's so tough though, but its reassuring when you know they're well taken care of when you leave. Does your provider/centre provide you with updates or pictures? I this app that my centre provides called Hi Mama. They post pictures of my kids and updates of when they were changed, what they ate, and nap times, etc.
Really hoping it gets easier for you both!

I don’t go back till November but I’m dreading it. I hate that I won’t know what he’s doing and if he’s having a good day.