Happy 8th birthday to my second to last born prince. As much headaches as you give me, you bring me even more joy. Please don't ever change and never stop being my biggest mommas boy. I love you more than anything life could have to offer. I love you Pacman 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
One day late, his b-day is 8/10/2010
Thank you for loving me, teaching me strength and showing me pure innocent love. I feel lost, empty and broken - but in time I will be okay, because I know you're okay and at peace. Enjoy your fun in fields of flowers and endless laughter my sweet girl. Know that you have made an impact on the world more than anyone can see because you are truly amazing and I thank God for the time he has given us with you. I love you always and forever my princess Diana. Rest in peace my sweet girl 👑👼💜💋 1/1/18-5/23/18
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Who agrees ? Are you sure this is my child and do you love me = I don't trust you I don't want this child and you don't love me
1day 20hr 46min .. As the time winds down I'm getting more && more nervous. So many questions running thru my head. Will you love me as much as I love you? Will I be a good mother? Will I know what to do right away? Will you know who I am when you first see me? I don't know what I am doing exactly but I promise I will try my hardest to be the best mommy I can be. I am so anxious && I can't wait to meet you my sweet Sincere Amor.
So last night we all went to bed healthy and happy. This morning I woke up to my baby non responsive and passed away this afternoon. I fell asleep breastfeeding. Which ive done a million times. Ladies. I know how tiring you get. I cannot stress this enough. Dont sleep with your babies!!! Kache maddox espey. I love you more than life. You were loved. My first boy my love.
